Thursday, November 28, 2013

The recent events have made me wonder how vulnerable and dependent our life has become. I mean our religious and political beliefs are so vulnerable that any one can use them ,  exploit them and mold them to their benefits. Religious and spiritual leaders have been earning loads of money by exploiting us making us shed blood where it benefits them actually under the pretence of Gods will. Similarly the political leaders exploit us and get what and where they want to be in their career. The only reason that they have been able to do that is because we dont read our research . If we look at the religious aspect we dont read Quran with translation , we dont try to understand or find put on our own. We dont study history to know what actually is the issue.All we o is accept whatever any self acclaimed scholar would tell us and to top it off we would fight passionately to defend the ideals that were not ours to be begin with nor that we understood them in any way.
Similarly when we follow a political leader we wont judge him by pros and cons of any person we would follow them for bizzare reasons, like i have seem people follow and support a person passionately because he or she is good looking , played a certain sport that they liked or that he or she is from the area that they belonged or the cast they belonged. his or her political vision or capability comes secondary. I once had this discussion with a friend and she said that you would vote for this leader if you had cancer and was treated in his hospital and I told her that i would not even vote for the doctor who would save my life because choosing a leader doesnt mean that you choose a person because you are obliged by him or her. voting for someone means that you judge whether he or she would be able to perfomr even if you personally dont like him or find him attractive. A leaders capability and international standing should be the criterion not anything else.
Our religion teaches us one thing and that is to look to study to read to research and find out but we never do this one thing that our religion wants us to do before doing anything else. The first that God ordered our prophet to do was to read. And today we would kill in our prophets name but we would not follow him. His tolerance , kindness, honesty and good manners is all but lost to us. We have forgotten his love for acquiring knowledge, justice, and mutual tolerance among people of different opinions and even different religions. He wanted his Ummah to read and acquire knowledge both worldly and religious. But look at us we buy everything but we dont buy books , our cities are full of shops but you wont find a book shop. In my city there is none. all the shops who claim to be book shops are actually stationery shops and they have everything but books..... they would even have custom made jewellery but no books. the libraries in our country are almost non existent but we dont worry about that because learning is not our priority anymore.We have forgotten the basic rule that if you want to rule and progress in this world than you have to learn.
If we understand and try to learn than these fake people wont be able to exploit us..... but for that we need to put learning and reading our foremost priority. Instead of praising the muslim scholars of the past we need to try to be one of them..... we need to question , we need to learn and acquire, not land but knowledge. 

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

my thoughts for today

when i was a kid i wanted to become an archaeologist or a historian so i could travel and do research , read loads of books and write many. i wanted to become a famous writer. but when it came to selecting a career i realized that i did not have much of a choice in that matter. the subjects that my college offered were limited to being pre medical, pre engineering and if i changed college they options expanded to a mere economics maths or arts and home economics. i was so confused and part of me was so clueless that i selected pre medical just because i did not know what to do and how to go about. At that time there was not much to choose from specially for people like me who wanted was to search and study life and humans. so my dream of being of being a historian is still a dream and i still, at the age of 33 don't have a clue what to do with my life. i feel that God created us all for a reason and all our life we struggle to find that reason and the moment we find that reason we die, i feel that this is the irony of life that in the end we realize that this was not about what we thought it to be about.
the only part of my dream that can be made true is that i continue writing no matter how illogical it may sound or whether anyone likes it or not i should continue it because for me writing is all i have , its all i know. for me its like a stress buster like a power to deal with life, to face problems no matter how small or big they are. the other part of my dream that i wish would become a reality is travelling , i want to see the historical places like turkey and Italy and France and Spain etc. the places that made our world what it is. i want to understand what and why decisions were made in history , decisions that chiseled and molded our cultures and society and religions to what they are now. As i always say that this thought humbles me the most that i am just an insignificant grain of the sand of humanity, when i die nobody would remember or care who i was or what i thought. we remember the important people who made an impact on society , history, culture or religion. people like me are so unimportant and we would pass unnoticed in this world. This humbles me every time and puts me in my place and also makes me want to understand why some important people who had the chance and choice to effect humanity or history made important decisions for the worst. But this is life and you cant put it in one scale and judge it on a fixed set of criteria. But the mind wanders and want answers and put some questions out there in the world without wanting any answers.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

when i was young , not that i am old now, but still when i was younger i used to think that why i believe in one God so ardently, i mean the promise of heaven was not such an attraction for me nor was the hell so scary that i would base my belief system on just that...... then why ? as i grew older and i would want to say wiser , just wondering at this question was not enough i had to find the answer and i think i now know that the actual reason is that there is no other truth than the oneness of god in this world. i mean i will not bore you with scientific and religious or philosophical logic to prove my point. i would just say that for me there is no other truth more overpowering and clear than this. and it shows in every place and every community and every religion.  all of us from different religions think we believe in different ideologies and belief systems and yet in our differences we have oneness. we think that the people before us were different or the ones coming ahead will be unlike us but the social patterns of history claim violently the oneness , the uniformity in humans. we boast our selves of the casts, creed , nations and communities that we have built that identifies us and in this unique identity is oneness.  the base of all our cultures and religions in fact all of humanity is oneness.  how can we not see the truth , how can we ignore it... atleast i cant . but the sad part is that though the truth is so plainly out there for all to see and accept, we cant stop fighting and many times creating differences. we try to defy the very foundation that actually unifies us and we tend to claim we know the truth by trying to break free from it. but as they say that no matter how hard you try or how loud you scream you can not hide the power of a mere whisper of the truth. eventually in the end only truth prevails. you can bury it deep down inside but eventually it floats and finds its way out. there is nothing more powerful than the truth, you dont even need to advocate it or justify it, knowing is enough, believing is enough. what is the point of speaking if you dont believe it from your heart. there have been times in my life when i knew truth but couldnt defend it and now that i look back at that time i feel that there is no possible way i could have done that in fact the power of truth is so that you dont need to defend it, you dont need to preach it. all you have to do is believe in it with your heart and mind and it would reflect in your actions and the power it will give you will be far stronger than words without conviction.