imbiguity....

Ah! it was wonderful. Though I couldnt see anything but I could feel it. It felt soothing and relaxing and safe. But then suddenly, ....... I dont know why I opened my eyes. There was a sound. Yes , ...... surely there was a sound. There was something around..... o yes there was. I knew but I coudnt see. I could feel but I couldn't touch. But it was around me. It is still around me. It would engulf me someday but I dont fear. I have been waiting for this but now I want to live. Though I now realize that in my own way i have been living. Yes I have been living............ I lived with the flowers when they blossomed. I died with the leaves when they fell. I traveled with the wind and cried with the dew. I lived around you but you were unable to see me , like now........ when you can feel but cant see me. I stared at the sky with you and while you only stared , I traveled through it and became a part of it. When I was with you , you didn't see me and now that I am gone , you watch me daily. When you were able to see me, you didn't feel me and now that you can't see me you feel me around you.

Was I dead then or am I dead now? No!.... I live. Yes , I live!.

In my small way i ahve always been living.......